but I don’t care. Well, I probably do at the time, but seeing all of these love gifs on tumblr, it makes me wish you were here with me. I scroll down these pages and see all of the movie gifs about love and I know that if it were just you and I in the snow and there was only one jacket, you would give it to me. If I lost my memory and forgot everyone I loved, you would try to win me back. If I were to become 300lbs heavier, you would still love me for me. I kind of feel like the luckiest girl in the world right now. Because I have a boyfriend that actually cares. A guy who calls me every passing period because he misses me and he knows that he won’t be able to see me. A guy who buys me things I say I like without me even knowing. A guy who would give me my purse if he’s in the other room, even if the purse is sitting a couple inches away from me. A guy who would hold me while laying face to face until I’d fall asleep. A guy who’d stay awake on the phone until he hears me snoring so he knows I’m sound asleep. A guy who, no matter what, makes sure I have food in my stomach, even if it means he has to starve. I love you, Noel. I’m pretty 100% fucking sure I do. And even though life has been spinning out of control and our relationship has been falling, I know that we’ll both try our hardest to be happy, cos after all, I wouldn’t want to spend time on anyone else but you.